~}A liTtle sOuTh oF sANitY{~

~~"Like an Angel from the Underworld or a Devil from paradise"~~

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

So I got the invitations sent today. Hope I did all that right. That has been the hardest thing in the world. Way more stressful than what it should have been. But its done and I am happy that its over.

We finally found an apartment. I gots to get the power turned on and first month rent and we are on our way. It so nice and such a departure from what we are use to living. I am sure we will be able to handle it. Its was on the high end of what we can afford but i think we can manage. Its not what we were originally going to go. But I think this is where we were suppose to go.

I ordered our cake toppers. Well they actually will stand next to the cake since they are like 7 inches tall. It will be interesting to hear people ask why we chose the things we did. The story is quite funny.

Don't know anything else. I just want to get everything done with as little drama as possible. We will see how that goes. I just wanted it to be Aug 16th. Then all the drama will be over.

5:03 PM

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Monday, May 18, 2009

So nothing going on here. I straighten up the house. Well a little. Just pretty much just chilled today. Charlie and I just chilled until he had to go to work.

Tonight is our watch wrestling night. I want to cook but I don't want to deal with the stress of the kitchen. So might do our normal. I defintly cooking tomorrow. Got to go grocery shopping tomorrow.

We are closer to our goals. I am so excited but so scared at the same time. I know is what we need. its something I wanted in such a long time. Its just a big change. Away from what we have known.

Our trip home is coming up soon. It will be awesome to see Charlie's family again. Love hanging out with them. Get some of this wedding stuff in order that I can't do on my own.

8:30 PM

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Tuesday, May 12, 2009

So I havent posted in a very long time. I work so much that I normally to tired to do anything. I know there will come a time that I don't have to work as hard as i do. So I just bide my time and do what I can to help.

Wedding stuff is well going. . . sort of. I running in to speed bumbs. Everyone wanting to know all this stuff. Blah. I just want a short and sweet thing and it be done. That way everyone will be damn happy. I know its suppose to be stressful up till the day of and then it falls into place after that. I just hope its still up.

Still in the same stop pretty much everywhere. Just trying to get through it all.

Bought a few new cds. Need to see how much money I got because I want to order Charlie's ring. So much stuff and not enough time or damn money.

6:07 PM

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Monday, March 23, 2009

Well nothing going on here. Cleaning some of the house. About to get back on that. I got comformation email that my dress is on its way. Yay

Got to get my shoes. Thought I had them piced out but I might change. Just trying to keep this all simple. we will see how well that works.

I found a great art project for Andrew and I to do for Granny. Just got to find the damn time.

Fun fun. i post more laters. I had things to write and then I just went blank.

8:05 PM

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Monday, March 16, 2009

That was a picture of Amanda and I at Mulligans a few months back. I was hopeing Charlie and I could go there but it didn't work that way. its alright. We do our own thing.

Nothign going on here. Charlie and I just doing our thing like normal. Work, Eat, sleep. I went just a while ago to do the whole bridal registery thing. That was kind of cool but conflicting. Hate asking for things. I understand its use but I am too stuborn and prideful.

We working on the wedding stuff. Apartment stuff. Going to buy my dress and shoes I think this week. Did get the invitations. working on a list for them now.

The burn I got at work is healing quite nicely. it was a fun trip to the ER.

Our 360 died so we gots no 360. so much little things are stacking against us. but such is life. we will over come over this stuff.

8:51 PM

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Tuesday, February 17, 2009

So Charlie and I went to go see Slipknot on Sunday. It was sooo awesome.

I definently want to go see them again. The put on a awesome show.

C0heed and Cambria played too. They were ok. Dude had awesome hair.

Us waiting on Slipknot. There was another band called Trivum. They opened. they were awesome too.

Got my ring back today from being resized. Yay!!! Going to order charlie's ring here soon. Figure out other things. all that jazz. I am ready to get some of this all going.

7:14 PM

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Tuesday, February 10, 2009

So it been a bit since I last posted. Lets see. Almost lost my granny because of a wrong medication. She still kicking but the stress of being at deaths door has alterted her mental status. I am thankful to still have her.

Charlie and I just work all the time. Trying to get our work to get us our W-2 so We can file taxes. Gots alot riding on that this year. I hopeing I didn't over work myself again this year.

Trying to figure out what we want wedding wise. Trying to do it as cheaply and less stressful as possible. Sometimes that is harder that it sounds. Simple. That is all I want. I want all the haters to just kind of go on with themselves about it. If they don't want to then go else where. No heartbreak on our behalf.

Trying to balance this whole working so much thing. Might drop one more day. Don't know. the money is nice but ugh. just have to wait and see.

I am battleing a cold right now. Makes me hugely lazy. ugh.

There is lots of other things that have gone on since I last posted byt i am not sure right now. I gots med head and I just trying to get things done when all I want to do is sleep.

Charlie and I are going to go see Slipknot. Yea!!! Nothing says "I LOVE YOU" like hearing people in mask screaming at you. haha

Amanda and I have our trip coming up too. it will be a bundle of fun.

6:31 PM

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Tuesday, January 06, 2009

So I haven't had a chance to post in a long time. So much has happened. The week before christmas Granny was giving the wrong medication and sent to the wrong hospital as a result and we almost lost her. She was in a nursing home for Christmas this year.

That was so hard for me to deal with bceause there is nothing I can do to fix it. When Charlie and I were coming in on Christmas eve to visit we stoped by and seen her. It broke my heart so much that as soon as we left there Charlie drove because I was just crying so hard. Because I knew the look she gave me. Her and I have gotten so close over the years that we can speak with out saying words.

We did make her day though. She was the first person on either side of the family to know that Charlie and I got engaged. I think that pleased her. I told lynn first but Granny was the first family member to know. Later on that night we told Kristi and his family before Kristi went to work. Everyone was happy. For thos wanting to know. . .we got engaged Dec 23.

Christmas was good but hectic as normal. Running here and there to fit everyone in and see everyone. With Granny not being home I was somewhat lost.

We come back home Christmas Day night and it was back to the grind for the both of us. Work. Work. Work. and yeah. . . .Work.

Chris came in on his visit. Charlie's Mom, Sister, and Little cousin came up for New Years. We ended up drinking and playing Shout About Music till the ball dropped.

The next day when everyone finally got up We took the girls about town and showed this parts of M'Boro. Then went back to thier hotel after eatting. Played a silly board game. That was that.

Here is Charlie and Caiti saying bye to each other before we left.

Charlie and his momma.

Me and Chris. . . chilling

This is my ring. It has a matchin wedding band. We have no clue yet when we officially get to wear it.

I put in the paperwork to cut my hours at Wal Mart. I just got to get with Charlie and figure out what we want to do. I have no clue.

Other than that we are doing good. Just work too much. trying to better our situation.

4:22 PM

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Tuesday, December 09, 2008

So Granny isn't doing well. She has fell twice in the past few weeks. Her bones are so brittle that when they x-rayed her, her bones barely showed up on the x-ray. She sounds so pittful now. I hate to hear her like the way she is. The fire that once was in her voice is gone. It has been slowly going away since Uncle Doug passed away. When I go home and see her she gets that sad look in her eye. I know she has moments now where she thinks God has forgoten about her.

She made it to the point that I wanted her to. She make it to her 92 birthday. Of course I want to keep her here with me forever but that isn't fair to her. And just not possible. I don't forsee my Granny making it to her next birthday. She is ready to go and I am ok with that. She is ready to be with Pappaw. All her brothers. Her parents.

Other than that I haven't done anything. All I do is work. So on my days off I just want to be lazy. But somehow I gots to get my laundry done and house work in general. Got to do christmas shopping. Not enough time in the day for me to get things done.

9:51 PM

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Thursday, November 27, 2008

Hope all is well out in the world where you are. I am doing good. I am sitting here sipping on my coffee. waiting for the dryer and washer to be done. So I can get the next loads in.

Charlie and I are not doing anything grand this year for Thanksgiving. The boys are off being Airforce Men so I cant cook for them. We are too busy to go home for Thanksgiving. I have to work walmart today 3-8 . So that but a monkey wrench in the gears for cooking things and such. Plus the roomates are cooking so I can't cook when they are. They are going to share with us thought I believe and that is cool.

Plus Rob is on vacation so he isn't with me on Black Friday. . . So that day is going to be soooooooooooooo long. I plan on being there at atleast 6 am. I work wal mart that day too 5-11. So I gots to get all of Santa Fe set up and done before 5. WITHOUT ROB. boo that. But I can do it. He and I have been trying to set me up so It won't be so hard. Love that man.

The next day off from both jobs is going to be the 10th. Ugh. All the other days I either work on job or both. I going to keep this going until I make it to my 90 days at walmart then I am going to drop down to 4 days a week at Wal mart. Love them and the money. Its a sacrifice that I am willing to do to better Charlie and myself situation. Plus what else am I doing? I have no kids. No school. So I have no excuse no to work two jobs.

So I hope everyone's thanksgiving goes well. I love and miss everyone.

9:57 AM

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